i am a special education teacher with occupational therapy skills.

when all the things i wish for never happen..

all i need is to be a positive thinker.. positive thinking in many situations will lead to positive things that will happen in your life..

i will always remember those words..

i am waiting for several weeks to finish my practical experience in school. the experience so far is beautiful!! excellently beautiful i would say.

i'm gonna miss everything here!

p/s: i am being busy with (dot dot dot)

Aneesa and Kak Pujah's story...

I just found a very touching documen in my Document folder...

it is a Word document entitled 'Aneesa' ---> actually she is my cousin..the youngest cousin in my extended family..

I opened the document...

It's written..

"Aneesa and Kak Pujah" written in dramatic font with colourful shapes...with a lovely smiley face in between..

how sweet..

thanks aneesa..

Aneesa is only 4 years old..oh she's just turned 5 years old last month.. She calls me by my manja name in the family..'Kak Pujah' hehe...

Bila saya berjauhan je..saya mesti teringatkan Aneesa..

Rumah Aneesa boleh kata dekat jugaklah dengan rumah saya..jadinya..Aneeesa selalu datang bermain di rumah saya jika saya pulang ke kampung.. How sweet..

Bilalah Aneesa nak besar ye...cepat-cepat besar ye..

He's just not that into you

I was browsing through my hard disc on the 'My Movie' section..I and found this interesting romance movie that was introduced by my beloved friend of mine Haireen when we were talking about love, friendship and future life. He's just Not That into You.

Hmm...it has been a sensitive issue when I see everybody's FB uploading photos of their friends' weddings, engagements and other related events that they've attended. Yes, it is a nice thing to hear but it can be a quite 'emotional disturbing' story for some people who are still looking for their future love story that has never came yet.

The process of ageing is happening unconsciously. From 18 to 25 years old, it was a long time to get through.. We hoped for the best!!

Ungkapan-ungkapan seperti..

"I love you so much...and I want to make you happy..will you marry me?"

Hmmmm....typical....

We are finding our happy ending..in our very own life..

I am trying and trying.. It is the matter of hope.. Things dont get too easy to rely on..

Somewhere only we know..

I walked across a land..an island..i saw beautiful things in front of my eyes.. i came across a huge tree with lovely leaves and colours..

i am looking at it with an empty look..those beautiful leaves are falling on my face.. i know that is nature...leaves keep falling, branches keep falling...but the stronger part which is the trunk never let down even by the strong wind.

that is how a relationship should be..

i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin...so why dont we go?

to somewhere only we know... somewhere that we can find our completion..completion of life..

the place that i have been dreaming of...

Merindui Cardiff

Okay..saya rindu Cardiff..dan segala isi di dalamnya!!!

Alhamdulillah sekali lagi saya bersyukur...

dengan segala rahmat Allah ke atas diri ini..saya mungkin bukan yang terbaik atau paling bertuah..namun saya tetap yakin yang segala-galanya adalah milik Allah.. Dia berhak memberi nikmat ini kepada saya dan Dia juga berhak untuk mengambilnya semula..

Saya hanya insan ciptaannya..

wellness vs wellbeing.

syukur alhamdulillah.. things went well..

now i am back in KL

futuring new teaching spirit.

ok ok...

mari doakan saya..saki baki hari untuk dihabiskan di maktab perguruan itu..haiyoo...

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sunyi itu adalah perkara paling menakutkan

Hehe...dah lama rasanya tak upload kat blog tercinta ini.. Bukan ape..malas je.. padahal banyak perkara yang mahu dikongsi..

Sejak dua menjak ini..saya telah melihat traffic di blog saya semakin aktif apabila rata-rata pengunjung menjumpai blog saya apabila menaip 'ayam lemon'

huh huh huh!! biarla..

okay okay..sabaq sabaq.. bukankah erti hidup adalah untuk menjadi bermanfaat kepada orang lain..hehe

Semalam saya kena present pasal occupational therapy kepada cikgu-cikgu di sekolah.. alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar..banyak soalan yang saya terima berkaitan dengan sistem pendidikan khas di UK juga bidang occupational therapy ini.. saya sukalah dengan 'job' baru saya dengan memberi talk dan presentation kepada orang lain...hehe.. i like..

apa salahnya jika sesuatu ilmu itu dikongsi bersama..tak salah, kan??



Okay, tadi Penolong Kanan PKhas di sekolah saya ada bertanya kepada saya..'Nanti Mahfuzah nak posting di mana bila dah habis KPLI ni?'

saya pun jawab..'mestila kat Kedah cikgu..nak duduk dengan ayah n mak'

Cikgu Rosli pun berkata..'La ye ke..saya kalau boleh nak awak posting di sekolah saya ni..kalau Mahfuzah berminat, bagitahu saya..saya akan arrangekan dengan Jabatan Pelajaran Wilayah Persekutuan nanti..'

saya pun tersenyum kembali..haiyyyooo.. ni buat saya dalam dilema ni.. saya nak balik Kedah..sebab saya tak nak hidup keseorangan di sini.. saya selalu sunyi.. selalu sedih..

Tapi..saya gembira la berada di sekolah ni..pelajar-pelajar ni dah macam adik-adik kesayangan saya..hhaaa..sayang sangat.. semua warga pendidukan khas kat sekolah ni dah mula tanya-tanya dan melahirkan rasa kerinduan bila saya dah tamat praktikum di sini...haiiyooo..lagi serba salah...

Hati ini tidak mahu keseorangan lagi di kotaraya Kuala Lumpur ini.. tak mahu tak mahu tak mahu!!!



okay okay..cukup! biarlah saya berfikir kembali tentang hal ini.... semoga allah beri petunjuk..

alhamdulillah, hari ini lecturer saya datang dah buat observation buat kali kedua..syukur..ada banyak peningkatan dalam P&P saya..sukanya.. lecturer saya cakap, 'kamu ni ada banyak idea menarik untuk pelajar kamu. cuma saya harap kamu lebiih tumpukan kepada sequencing dalam P&P.. biar pelajar kamu tahu apa fokus dalam P&P tu. overall, saya suka kaedah kamu." syukur syukur..hehe...

semoga allahh sentiasa kurniakan ilham yang bermanfaat kepada saya.. segala-galanya dari Allah..

okay..saya letih..


arghhh!! tak lama lagi cuti sekolah!! yeah!!! nak balik nak balik!!!!