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Seorang gadis Melayu Malaysian yang baru saya kenali di Cardiff...

SCENE 1:

Kami berbual-bual ketika baru bertemu..tentang pelajaran..tentang keluarga dan tentang Cardiff....sebelum perbualan kami berakhir...

"See you tonite at Cathays Community Centre ok..esok raya!! Ok, I need to go back now nak solat Zohor at home" kata saya.

"Solat Zohor?? Woww, rajinnya you... Ok, we meet in front Lidl okay because I dont know where the CCC is. " kata beliau.

Dalam hati saya:

Emm...if nak solat perlu ke perkataan 'rajin'??? we have to solat. To be honest, I admit, sometimes I miss the solah time and always all the times saya lambat solat... But...we need to solat kan... I tried. Semoga Allah membuka hati-hati mereka untuk mendekati-Mu ya Allah..




SCENE 2:

Ketika itu azan Mahgrib sedang berkumandang di Cathays Community Centre menandakan berakhirnya Ramadhan dan bermulanya Syawal.... Selesai azan, semua mengangkat tangan berdoa selepas azan..

"Eh Fuzah, semua orang baca doa ape? Err..for what?"

"Oh, ini doa selepas azan"

"Oh really?? I never ask my mum about this. I dont know..."

Saya senyum...

Dalam hati:

Sekali lagi saya terkejut dengan pengakuan ikhlas itu... Ya Allah..tenangkanlah hati dia.. Bimbinglah hati dia ke arah agama indah ini Ya Allah....



SCENE 3:

Kami berbual sambil makan makanan pada malam itu..sedap sungguh!! Marvellous!!

"Fuzah, do you have a boyfriend? Is your boyfriend in Malaysia?"

"xxxxxxxxxxxxxx" (Jawapan saya dirahsiakan demi kepentingan peribadi..hehe)


"Oh really, thank God, you know my friends banyak yang dah engaged and even yang dah kahwin and got kids!! I dont understand why they are getting married. They are still young. We are young. We shud have our own life. I do have a boyfriend in Malaysia and I am planning to get married at 35. I will make my boyfriend wait for me" and she smiled..

"Oh..I am planning to get married at 25."

"Fuzah!! No!! That's toooo early!! Why? I dont understand."

Saya senyum...

Dalam hati:

I have my own reasons. 25. Early?? Kalau kahwin 35, when you are going to have kids???!! Ohhhooo...I dont want people around me will assume that I am walking with my grandchild which is my first child. It's a big NO!!!! Ya Allah, semoga Engkau lembutkan hati orang yang berada di hadapanku ini...